Monday, July 4, 2011

Shit. I just feel like getting my momentum back to write more here but mmmm i find myself abit annoying if i take my blog as a daily dairy. Dont cha think so? Unless u are interested with me and u wanna stalk my life. LMAO.

Dear reader, its already July now and i suppose everyone is saying this "wow, times flies that half of the year has gone" especially during the 1st day on the new month, you will see facebook home page fill with this kind of status updates. So yea, have you ever wonder what have you done for the past six month? like are you the one who just survive for the last half year for the sake of just surviving? is this a difficult question? cz if you ask me, i do need days to think about it. Everyone knows, time don't stop but if your time stop, Please For God Sake go get the battery replacement! and to be honest with you, i should go replace the battery of my wall clock too. teeeheeeteehee XD 

Maybe because im already in my final year of my study that's why I'm abit or should i say im VERY concern about dates. I, misslee frigging nervous and afraid to think of my life after college which is end of this year. To be honest i think im not prepare to face it. Talks about future interviews, its just make me wanna stuck inside my pillow case and buried myself underground. I'm very fine if u ask me tough question randomly or on the spot without telling me its a interview but every-time when it comes to the word of Interview, there you go, i always wanted to chicken out. ( screw the person who create this word! ) haha 

Earlier in class, classmates actually discussing about which agency to join in future. The list of agency that lecturer gave us are big company- international agency. At the moment, they make me think AGAIN whether should i or should i not hand in my name and contact number in order for them to make a arrangement for interview. Im like asking my self, what should i show when they call for it? Looking at the world out side, so many competitor, thinking that i might lost to most of em and whether can i handle the stress that is going to receive from the work? hmm i wonder. Then on the other side, im like asking, isnt this what i ask for? isnt it working in an advertising agency is what you want to try out?? if its so, then why are there doubts about your decision?? 
some friend prefer working in a smaller agency so that they dont get too stress out. or should i go try publication house? cz thats one of my plan too. so advertising 1st? then publication? or can i do both at a go? HAHA eee idk la. byebye.

Not so fast. I dont escape just by running away. Things will concluded sooner or later. ; > *wink wink. let me just go do research research later.
i might not be the best among all. but i know im can try to be the one. to be or not to be doesn't really matters. losing is a part of winning. 

xoxo. just misslee

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